Ive been feeling a little off balance of late and i have no idea why. Well, thats not strictly true, maybe i do know but i just bury it so i dont have to deal with it.... Anyway, without getting to deep and meaningful i just wanted to ask you guys out there who have turned the big 30+ how it felt?!
I mean, for me, its a pretty big deal. I feel like im loosing my youth for good and now i have to become a REAL adult. Maybe i should of had that feeling and acted upon it in my late 20's? Anyway, who knows..... not me thats for sure..... All i do know is that life has got a whole lot more serious!!
Life around me is changing, i dont think i react well to change if its not on my terms, i feel like im loosing control! Thats something i need to work on. I also hate the fact that i have (nearly) got to 30 and my path has not panned out as i though it may have. However, did i ever really have a plan or do i just tell myself that so i feel like im in control?Lots of rhetorical questions here..... who would of thought.......must be the therapist in me...... deflect a question with a question,then you really dont have to answer it!
